News and a very late picture of my Christmas tree

Hey my  loves! We have a lot of catching up to do! Happy new year again! I’ve been sick for the past week, I had the flu then yesterday I had an asthma attack. Not fun! I had a huge fight with my sister on Saturday, I think the stress of it made my asthma worse. My mom told me to remove her from my life. To stop caring about what she does, to just be cordial. I think I’m gonna follow her advice. She’s not the first person who’ve told me that. My sister is very manipulative and cruel and I don’t think that’s gonna change. When she’s  good I really enjoy her company, but I guess we can love each other from a distance. 

I’m trying to come off the Seroquel by myself, I take 25 mg every two days, with no withdrawal effects. I’m very happy about that because I don’t want to go to a doctor. I found a way to make Jack come, so he should be with me by March 🙂 I’m so happy! I think 2014 is the year of change for me. My dad wants me to manage his business for him, and I think my mom found me a job. Now I’m in a dilemma, I didn’t plan on staying in Haiti forever but it sounds very appealing. I would be able to save a lot of money because I have no bills when I’m here. I only have to pay 40 dollars for my cellphone, if I have a car I’m gonna need gas money, but then that will be it. Bf is very exited about the idea, he would move around July, giving him time to save and get all his papers in order. My country is craving for young professionals because most of the kids from middle to upper class went to study abroad. So now there are not enough people to fill the positions. 

My only reservation towards that is that I wont be able to study psychology anymore, but when I think about it, I’m still gonna be able to work in the field. And I can get an online degree. I haven’t decided yet, but it’s becoming more and more plausible that I will be staying. I have to decide if I should go back to Canada now to get my stuff and Jack, or just wait for my boyfriend to bring them for me. 

I haven’t had time to read other blogs so please comment to let me know how you all are doing. Once I get back on my feel I’ll be more active. I miss you guys! Kisses !