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A to Z challenge/ Bucket list (C) Colors

I’ve been thinking all day for the word starting with a C, and I was doing the laundry and I realized how much I love colors. It’s so obvious to me now… I painted my bathroom yellow (a shade of yellow), it was scary but fun! The topic of the day is how fashion affects my color choices.



Makes me happy I love wearing it in the beginning of spring, when the sun is shining and I know I getting warmer. When I wear yellow, I’m always in a good mood, and it compliments my skin very well. I also love yellow handbags, it’s such a happy color!


Makes me feel pretty, when I want to feel girly in cute, I go for pink. I like pink accessories. My phone cover is fushia, my wallet is coral. I wear pink more during the day, I guess it’s normal. (Pink includes : fushia, salmon, coral etc..).


I wear black when I feel down and I don’t wanna think about matching my clothes or I don’t want to be bothered. I wear it at night when I wanna feel sophisticated, it allows me to wear big jewelry without looking tacky.


I’m always scared to wear white, because I’m very clumsy. But it feels good to wear it when it’s hot, I wear white a lot in Haiti because of the weather and because I have someone who washes my clothes for me and she does it very well.


I wear purple whenever, I just love that color. I have a lot of purple T shirts it’s my go to color.


I hate brown clothes, but I love brown accessories. This winter I craved for brown leather boots, I also love brown handbags, or shoes. I tend to choose light brown over dark brown.

Beige and cream

Good color for capris and shorts. During the summer they’re fantastic to wear. Beige and cream leather accessories look classy and expensive.


I barely wear blue, it reminds me too much of  uniforms.


I almost never wear red. Except for my red trench coat, I love it! I feel like a lady when I wear it.


What’s your favorite color? Why?¬†


Social event part 2

Sooooo I’m still at the party, in the basement, by myself. I had fun at the beginning, I was with people I was comfortable with and I actually made jokes laugh with other people and just enjoy myself.
I thought I was back! The depression was going away! I could enjoy a party! But nope other people came and my mood went down. I even lost interest in studying their behavior. I actually have a good sample of people: the self centered jerk, the girl who’s just mean, the superficial ones talking about going the the gym (with the self centered jerk). But I dont think I have the patience anymore to endure spending time with people that have nothing good to bring to my life.

The food was delicious though, and the music is good. I’m having some good alone time at the party. Maybe I went from being lonely to just enjoying being alone ? :). So yeah.. thats it for the night I think…. Maybe I should take a nap on their couch, would that be rude? Loool

Almost 2 am still at the party, like a spectator I’m observing the croud. Some people are dancing, otheres are talkingn everybody is having fun. What’s missing? I stayed away from my phone for a couple of hours trying to meddle with the other guests. Nada, no pleasure at all… Maybe not everybody have fun the same way. Is it ok to just want to writ or paint? Is it ok to want to dicuss meaningfull subjects…. Just to have fun? Why do I feel so strange?

I think I need new friends, maybe hang out with people who share the same interest as me… maybe that’s what the blog is all about after all. Writing makes me feel free.I feel like i’m not alone anymore eveif nobody’s reading.It has helped me resist suicide, and feel a little better about myself.