I got the job i’m starting on Monday and I have another interview for another job tomorrow! So I’m flying back to Port au Prince tomorrow morning. I can’t believe it :). I told you today was gonna be great!!
I was hopeless when I started that blog, I didn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. Now the universe seems to be working with me… I was fighting it but when I finally let go, everything started falling in place. What I have learned from it is not to worry about things that I can’t control. My anxiety level is extremely high right now because I have to take care of plane tickets, and reschedule the interview but I know I’m gonna be just fine.
I’m doing breathing exercises while blogging, It’s helping. I turned off my phone for a moment so I can relax a little bit. Sometimes its necessary to take a mini break and regroup. I would like to thank you all for the support you gave me in my toughest hours. I don’t think I would be in the place I’m right now if it weren’t for you. Reading everyone’s blogs, reading your comments made me feel like I belonged somewhere, like I mattered. I had a reason to wake up in the morning, because people were expecting to read me. It also allowed me to make a lot of research and share it. I’ve learned a lot from all the documentaries and YouTube videos I watched, finally I didn’t feel crazy doing it because you actually appreciated me putting them up. 🙂 So thank you again!
My gift to you is hope. I can promise you that life will get better. Sometimes a blessing is disguised as a curse. Look at me being all philosophical! But I’m telling the truth…I’ve been on the edge of suicide, I have felt pain that I wouldn’t wish on my worse enemy…Hope kept me alive…It’s the last thread to hold on to, I can call more faith because sometimes you don’t have anything concrete to keep you going. Faith is blind, it’s trusting without guarantee, it’s scary but it cam save your life.
That’s all for today! Kisses!